Luke Ballinger

2005 - 2005
LocationWorcester
Age0
Cause of DeathStill Birth
Date of Birth16/11/2005
Date of Death16/11/2005
Visitors1,258 since 15/11/2008
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Luke was such a special little boy. He died in my tummy when I was 34 weeks pregnant so we never got to meet him alive. We had longed for him and were awaiting his arrival with such excitement. His big sister Hollie was excited too about mummy's baby tummy. Learning that he had died was such a huge shock as all had been going so well.

He looked beautiful when he was born. Everything about him was perfect. He weighed 3lb 14oz and had long arms and legs and a really fat face. We spent very little time with him.

We had so many dreams for him and miss him everyday. He was our only son and we feel his loss so badly. My husband and I have been blessed with 2 beautiful daughters and as a family we take time to remember Luke and hope that he is able to look down from heaven and feel how loved he is.



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Tributes For Week Commencing 1st May 2011


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__("( 'o', )….Our
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_____(")(")(,,)………To Us

Monday

You were my Angel,
But angels were too few.
God needed Angels,
And so he sent for you.

Tuesday

Smile of an Angel,
With a twinkle in your eye.
I'll remember you forever,
Only for now, I'll say goodbye.

Wednesday

Laughter came so easy,
To someone with your smile.
I was lucky to have known you,
And loved you for a while.

Thursday

I borrowed you from heaven,
Now you must return.
Of all the lessons in my life,
This is the hardest one to learn.

Friday

A Silent Tear By Gaynor Llewellyn

Just close your eyes and you will see
All the memories that you have of me
Just sit and relax and you will find
I'm really still there inside your mind

Don't cry for me now I'm gone
For I am in the land of song
There is no pain, there is no fear
So dry away that silent tear

Don't think of me in the dark and cold
For here I am, no longer old
I'm in that place that's filled with love
Known to you all, as "UP ABOVE"

Saturday

It's a Time of Heartfelt Sadness

It's a time of heartfelt sadness
When a loved one passes on
But know your loved one lives in joy
And peace where he (or she) has gone

Oh how much he will be missed
That's where the sadness lies
But others who have missed him
now rejoice in Heaven's skies

We know one day we'll join him
Because our time on earth will flee
We'll then live with him forever
Throughout all eternity

--By Ron Tranmer ---

Sunday

I Have a Place in Heaven
I have a place in heaven
Please don't sing sad songs for me,
Forget your grief and fears,

For I am in a perfect place
Away from pain and tears.
It's far away from hunger
And hurt and want and pride,

I have a place in Heaven
With the Master at my side.
My life on earth was very good,
As earthly life can go,

But Paradise is so much more
Than anyone can know.
My heart is filled with happiness
And sweet rejoicing, too.

To walk with God is perfect peace,
A joy forever new.
Author Unknown

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Marie-Angela Rowe

May 1, 2011

Precious Child by Karen Taylor Good

In my dreams, you are alive and well
Precious child, precious child
In my mind, I see you clear as a bell
Precious child, precious child
In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart, there is hope
'Cause you are with me still

In my heart, you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

In my plans, I was the first to leave
Precious child, precious child
But in this world, I was left here to grieve
Precious child, my precious child

In my soul, there is a hole
That can never be filled
But in my heart there is hope
And you are with me still

In my heart you live on
Always there, never gone
Precious child, you left too soon,
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

God knows I want to hold you,
See you, touch you
And maybe there's a heaven
And someday I will again
Please know you are not forgotten until then

In my heart you live on
Always there never gone
Precious child, you left too soon
Tho' it may be true that we're apart
You will live forever... in my heart

Caroline Ramshaw

May 14, 2010

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Love,
Phyllis and Lil Benjamin

Phyllis Frazier Harris

November 16, 2009

Happy Birthday In Heaven - by Winnie Lovett

"Happy Birthday Luke"
It's sure to be the best one yet,
Though you left us here behind.
Did you think that we'd forget?

Your cake this year, will surely be,
A beauty to behold.
With the icing made of Silver,
And the candles made of Gold.

Yes, your birthday in Heaven,
Will be such a grand affair.
And I know you'll look so lovely,
With a halo in your hair.

The Angels will come from everywhere,
To sing your birthday song.
And I know they'll be so happy,
That you've joined, God's Happy Throng.

No I can't send a card this year,
Or give a gift so fine.
So I'll just send a special prayer,
To that wonderful Son of yours.

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

November 16, 2009

Born Still - by Unknown Author

Do you know how hard it is
To hold a baby who doesn’t cry?
Do you know how hard it is
To tell that baby Goodbye?

Do you know how hard it is
To look at an empty bed?
Knowing your child should be there
Resting her sleepy head?

Do you know how hard it is
Feeling you’re to blame?
And no matter what they tell you
You'll always feel the same.

Do you know the heartache
Knowing she's gone for good?
And feeling that you didn't
Do all the things you could.

Do you know how hard it is
To hear that it's Gods will?
Do you know the emptiness
When your child is born still?

Unfortunately we do!

Joanne Mum To Alex And Ciara

November 16, 2009

Nanny's birthday poem for you

Happy birthday, darling Grandson,
Safe in heaven above,
Know that you will always be,
Surrounded with our love.

Happy birthday, darling Grandson,
Though time is passing through,
We love you, as your sisters,
And think of you and miss you.

Happy birthday, darling Grandson,
Four years have flown by fast,
Know that we'll always love you,
And that love will always last.

Nanny Minter X

Jennie Ballinger

November 15, 2009

Missing you

A lump comes into my throat and my eyes fill with tears when I think about this day 4 years ago. You were inside me, filling me with hope and excitement. My baby. I was so looking forward to meeting you and had only just finished putting your room ready. I felt you move in a very unusal way. I never felt you kick me again or felt that wonderful flutter which you gave me. I never knew you had died at that time. I am so sorry my sweet little boy. I carried you around for a whole week wondering if you had settled into a new position ready to be born.... not realsing that you had gone. I was not at all prepared for the midwife to tell me she couldn't find your heartbeat. I was not at all prepared to see your little lifeless form on the ultrasound. No heartbeat....I never knew how much pain there was to feel until that moment when I learned that you would not be coming home with me and that I could not be your mummy. I wish so hard so often that you were here with me. Your poor little body brought silently into this world broke my heart and I know that it will never ever heal... for I miss you and will never be whole without you. I loved you from the moment that I knew I was expecting you and will love you until the last breath in my body. I hope and pray that wherever you are you know that I love you and that I miss you and that I am sorry. I may not visit the cemetery so often and may not speak of you each day but you are in my heart every minute. I was pining too much and couldn't keep well as I was going, I hope you understand. You have two wonderful sisters who I often look at in amazement. I know you would have loved them. Sometimes I look at them and feel so guilty that I cannot offer you what I have given them. I feel so bad that I lost you. I wish so hard that I could give you everything. I know I can't though. If I could have just one wish in the world....I would wish a very selfish wish.... nothing for anyone else but me and you.....I would wish to hold you one more time even if just for a brief moment as the time we had was just not enough and it is my hearts deepest wish. I wish to hold you and just tell you that I love you and that I am so proud of you my little one. You have gone through so much wiithout me there with you and I am so sorry. I think of you today as we approach your birthday and pray to God that you are at peace. I love you Luke so much. You are my most precious, most loved and most missed son. sending you great big hugs and kisses up to heaven xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Jennie Ballinger

November 9, 2009

I think about Luke all the time and wonder what he would have been like. He will always be missed, we would have loved to have known him, but we are thankful that he has two lovely sisters and we love them dearly. Nanny Minter

Jennie Ballinger

June 9, 2009

I love you Luke so much and miss you every day XXXX

Jennie Ballinger

April 6, 2009

Just wanted you to konw that we love you and that we miss you. You must never feel alone, sad or afraid little one as my thoughts are always with you and you hold a piece of my heart wherever you are. Please know that could I reach up and hug you I would. I'm sorry that you are not here with us. I wish so much that you were. Your tiny life and beautiful little face will never be forgotten and your memory will always be preserved in my heart. xxxxxxxxxx

Jennie Ballinger

March 8, 2009
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